After all the warnings from previous procedures that my pressure could spike afterward…and it didn’t…well, I thought it just wasn’t going to happen to me.
Ummm. WRONG!
My pressure spiked, and my head has been killing me. I’m taking Diamox to lower my pressure, and that scared the bejebez out of me. (No, I have no idea how to spell Bejebez but if you use phonics, it sounds right…doesn’t it?) Any way, I’m petrified that I’ll get my pressure too low, and start spinning and all of that mess.
I’m having the weirdest tinnitus in my left ear. Sounds like a rail road train, (sometimes), other times, it sounds like a very loud squeaky swing….and just all kids of things…but that’s not the weird part. It changes if I put my hand near my ear. If I touch around my ear, it gets louder! And if I hic-up (which I seem to do very often), it has a very loud DING-DONG. Driving me insane.
Think I may have taken too much Diamox yesterday (Dr. Gray was pretty vague on how much to take, take it until the headache stops. Up to 1500mg at one time…notice not in one day…but at one time.) Feeling kind of lost there, but since I couldn’t actually talk to her, well, Stuart doesn’t think to ask some things. But yesterday, the world was spinning, I was amazed I wasn’t throwing up. The world was really moving!!
My usual spot for the past week. Lots of love surrounding me.
I’ve spent the last 6 days in bed. Well,, I tried to get up to the couch a couple of times…so I was probably up for about 3 hours total.
I feel so helpless. Stuart usually has to help me get to the bathroom…even pull my pants down…how humiliating! And then the most humiliating thing…and I really thought I was better about this…is when he has to give me a suppository. I just feel so …. dependent…helpless…and just icky. When your husband sees you naked, it shouldn’t be to put medication up your butt! Or help you go to the bathroom! Yuck.
I feel like I have some terminal illness, and I’m just waiting to die. It reminds me so much about taking care of my mother when she was so sick. I know she never planned for her daughter to have to do private things for her.
And to top it all off, my hearing aid BROKE! For the second time!
You may remember this picture below when I was showing off my new hearing aids:
The one on the left, is the one that keeps breaking.
For the second time now, I was cleaning my hearing aid, just rubbing it gently with a tissue, and the little part that holds it in your hear, has snapped off. I’d only had the second hearing aid for about a week. I’m so ticked! I’m asking them to make me a new one out of the same stuff the right one is made from. It is a much sturdier material. The clear plastic, just cracks, like old dried up plastic does. It’s so strange. I’m getting a hearing test on Sept. 6th, and they will order the new hearing aid then. (I think they have to make a new mold for this type of insert.)
I think that’s all for today.
I did want to mention, If you liked seeing and hearing about how my art has been helping me through all of this, I started a new blog that just talks about that. It’s called Create To Heal . Come see me, let me know what you think. Join me in my journey. Create Art. Have Fun. Feel Better!
I keep thinking of posting, I have composed many wonderful posts in my head as I lie in bed waiting for sleep will come….but of course, I can’t remember any of it once I wake up.
I don’t know what’s wrong with the spacing on this post. I’m sorry it doesn’t have breaks for a lot of it. I put them in, but they didn’t show up.
**Fair warning** This post is a lot of stream of consciousness talking. Things that are on my mind. You are welcome to read part of it, or non of it, or all of it….what ever strikes your fancy. Just beware…I may ramble a bit.
My symptoms lately have been very strange. Perplexing, is a good word.
photo courtesy of scienceblogs.com (Migraines)
I’m very lucky, I am NOT having vertigo! But here’s what’s going on:
daily migraines – on a scale from 3 – 9 (one day was a 10 for about 10 – 15 mins, Stuart was ready to take me to the ER…but it subsided)
tinnitus going crazy – at times my tinnitus is so loud I swear a jet engine is taking off in my skull. Usually, it last a couple of hours, slowly returning to my normal hum. But days like yesterday….well, the EXTREMELY LOUD ROARING lasted for about 8 hours! For a few days every night it would start around 10:30 pm and last until about 3 or 4am…then I could finally sleep.
my hearing was better during the loud tinnitus – yeah, WTF? I put in my hearing aids and I could hear all the dings that sound when you first put them on – in BOTH ears. This only lasted a few hours. This is the second time this has happened. I’m glad because it shows me my hearing can improve in that ear, but it’s a bit much when it happens in conjunction with the roaring. It’s also very confusing.
fatigue – are you surprised by this one?
disequilibrium – No I’m not having vertigo, but I get so off-balance some times. I’m also getting that “woosh” feeling when I move my head too fast.
I keep feeling like I’m on the verge of an attack, but it doesn’t come.
Dr. Gray sent me an email that said she wanted to “test my pressure now!” But her scheduling secretary said the soonest I can get in is August 30th. He emailed me this, I emailed back and asked to be put on the cancellation list, telling him I only live a few minutes from Duke so it wouldn’t be a problem to get there in a hurry. He didn’t respond, just set up the August 30th, appointment.
I’m not sure Dr. Gray is aware of how long it’s going to be before I can get in there, I think I’ll drop her a line today. I hate to bother her, I know she’s a very busy lady…but I’m suffering here, and she did say she wanted to get this done “now!”.
Accomplishments: Despite my symptoms, I have been able to do a few things. (Yes, mostly stay flat on my back, because it seems the symptoms are less the more I stay horizontal.)
On Friday, I had a massage. Bliss. I was having a very bad day with the disequilibrium that day, but made it through. My massage therapist is a wonder, and very understanding about my conditions.
On Sunday, I went to the grocery story with Stuart, a whole hour and a half out of the house! I felt like crap, but it was nice to get out!
On Tuesday, I went to a Home Owners Association meeting. That didn’t go very well. I was glad I could go, but had to rush home afterward. The tinnitus got so loud while I was there I couldn’t tell the people were actually talking. (I could see their mouths opening, but could not hear the words. All I could hear was the rumbling.) Still glad I went.
On Wednesday, it was a very LOUD day, as I mentioned before. So most of the day was spent on the couch or in bed. But last night right before I went to bed, I felt better. So I cut up a bunch of tomatoes from our garden, and some shallots, also from our garden, with some garlic and had them in the crock pot (the pot part of it) in the refrigerator ready to turn on today to make spaghetti sauce. I’m using fresh herbs out of my garden, so I’m not adding those until it’s almost finished. (unfortunately, neither Stuart nor I got up at a reasonable time today, so we’ll be having spaghetti tomorrow.) Haven’t tried to have spaghetti since my Dietary Fructose Intolerance diagnosis, hope it goes well, I really miss it.
Today. Again, I’m mainly flat on my back, but I’m also doing laundry. So a bit of getting up and down, but it feels good to do it.
The Artist’s Way workshop…well, that isn’t going so well now. The farther I get into this book, the more I don’t agree with some of the things she suggest. Last week was supposed to be reading deprivation. That’s right. No reading for a whole week. Also no TV, or anything like that. Ummm, no reading? Well, that just isn’t going to happen with me. I love to read, and get a lot of inspiration from it. I just don’t get that one.
This book says you don’t need to be religious to follow the workshop. But it continually talks about God, and how your creativity comes from Him, and by opening yourself up to his gift you will find your inner muse. I don’t want to get into a talk about religion here. But, I’m not that religious. I’m not an atheist, but I’m not someone who believes I should turn everything over to God and it will work out. I think he would expect me to do things for myself. To work hard…. I could probably get in a whole big theological discussion here. But I’m not trying to. I can see where some people will be able to get a lot from this book. But I just don’t think it’s for me. I do enjoy the “morning pages”, and the Artist’s Dates. I will try to keep those up. I haven’t completely dropped the workshop…but I’m not as enthusiastic about it as I was when I started.
photo from weblo.com (I just thought this picture was really cool!)
I wish I knew of a different Creativity Workshop that wasn’t centered around God. I’ve searched and found some possibilities, but I don’t want to dish out the money on books that I don’t know enough about. I did find a couple at the library that I have ordered. We’ll see how that goes.
I guess I will have to change my that goal on my 101 things to do in 1001 days. Perhaps, instead of saying, complete the Artist’s Way Workshop, I will simply say, to complete a creativity workshop?
I think I’ll easily pass my goal of reading 100 books this year. (I made that goal on Jan. 1st). I’ve read about 15 in the past month. Funny, how much you can read when you can’t do much else. I’m proud to say that I haven’t just been reading popular fiction. I’ve been reading art books, self-help books, classics and I’ve even been reading a book about the history of the Free Masons. (that’s a really strange read) I’m slowly reading Uncle Tom’s Cabin, but it is quite a good book! I like to jump around from book to book, what I’m in the mood for at that moment.
Things that are on hold:
Of course having these symptoms have put a lot of things on hold. It makes me sad, but I’m hopeful I will be able to continue these in the near future. Including:
Becoming Foster Parents
Losing Weight
Exercising
Taking an ASL (American Sign Language) class. I planned to take an ASL class through a continuing education course at our local technical college, but it starts August 16th. If I can’t even get in to have my pressure checked before August 30th, I don’t think it’d be a good idea to start trying to take a class. I’m checking some things out at the library…we’ll see what I can learn on my own.
Gardening – The garden has been severely neglected. It’s time to start thinking about a fall crop, but that isn’t happening. Our summer crops didn’t do very well. As I think I’ve said before, we’re learning, and this year we have learned a lot about what NOT to do.
Some art projects I have started, and some I have planned.
Some things I want to do to the house. I’m amazed at how fast our house can get out of order once I’m disabled. This house is just too big for us. Especially when Stuart has to do everything alone. (more on this later.)
Almost everything except staying flat on my back….ugh!
Coming soon: Some of those wonderful posts I’ve been thinking up….Anger – what are you really mad at?…..Finding my Happy Place….
The headaches have gotten worse. The tinnitus is mind-boggling.
image from Google images, not sure where the original is from.
Dr. Gray wants to test my pressure again. If it’s low I’ll be getting another myelogram to look for new leaks. If it’s high, I’ll probably be put on medication for a while, it may just be taking my body a while to get used to the higher pressure after patching the leaks.
I’m so tired. And tired of just lying around. Staying horizontal is helpful, so that’s what I’ve been doing most of the time.
Keeping a journal. I can now go in with dated material saying how I felt each day. This is thanks to the “morning pages” I’ve been writing for the Artist’s Way workshop. I write about much more, but of course, my health is in the forefront of my thoughts right now, so I’m writing a lot about that. Now I’m just going to go through my journal, and make a condensed diary of my symptoms. I should have been doing this all along, but I hate it. I don’t like to think about my symptoms on a daily basis. They seem worse when I actually sit down and think about it.
I’m still trying to get my Day Zero list completed. I’ve completed 3 things, and have 10 in progress. Anyone else out there have a list of goals they are trying to complete? I’m finding this very motivating. I bought a Living Social offer for a local Art Class! And we bought one for Swing Dance Lessons! Yes the dance lessons will have to wait for a little while, but the offer doesn’t expire for 6 months. I’m confident we’ll be able to do it before then! I’ve been looking at the classes that are offered at Happymess (the place the offer is for), I’m hoping to learn how to Batik, or perhaps I’ll do a figure drawing class, or even a still life?? So much to do, so little time….just 978 days left, and 98 more things to complete.
I’m not sure how much The Artist’s Way workshop is helping my creativity. I find that most of the time in my “morning pages”, I write about being chronically ill. Perhaps that is what is causing my creative block, what is standing in my way?
However, I do like the fact that I have to take at least 1 hour each week as an artist’s date. I haven’t been able to do some of the things I wanted to do for these dates, like go to the museum, to on a gallery walk…things like that. I’ve had to improvise, and that’s a good thing. It’s teaching me that I can create, something, even when I’m flat on my back.
One of my 101 things to do in 1001 days, is to learn Photoshop. So today, I created something using Photoshop on my artist’s date.
The flowers in this are photos I took of flowers in my garden. Now I’ve learned to cut out subjects from photos and paste it in another image, and I played around with the filters, and text. I’m learning! And I had fun!I’m feeling much better about things. Don’t know why…just kicked myself in the butt, and said enough!
Still having the disabling headaches, and I had no idea that tinnitus could be this loud!! I think I will go insane if I have to hear this all the time. Oh, wait! What’s that you say? Too late. Yeah, I know. Did I mention that the sounds in my head are not voices? Well, not lately anyway. Ha!
Yes, I’m in a strange mood. You have industrial machinery running inside your head for days and see if you don’t get a bit punchy! Today for about 2-3 hours I had the machines in my left ear, and a high-pitched squeal in my right…What the??? (I’m trying to stop swearing. Probably not the right time for that, but I’m giving it the old college try.) What does that mean anyway? “The old college try”? Hum.
Well, I sat up for about 30-45 minutes to eat dinner, and now I’m getting a headache. Sounds like I still have low pressure. ??? Maybe??? Oh, who the….oh wait, I’m not swearing….um….who in the world knows? (better?)
I’ve always said that we must be our own best advocates.
We need to find out as much as we can out our illnesses, and make sure the doctors we choose are up to date, and caring. For me, I like doctors who will think outside the box. Who try empirical evidence, instead of thinking the normal is normal for everyone.
It’s also very important to make sure your doctors understand what is going on with you. That has been a hard thing for me lately.
I didn’t want to admit that I’m not doing well. I have been so happy with the results of the CSF patches, that I didn’t want to think that I might be taking a step backwards. I’ve been keeping my doctor advised of my situation, but I have been downplaying it. Stuart says I haven’t even been honest with myself. I haven’t admitted that Meniere’s has been ruling my life again. No, I haven’t been having full-blown attacks, but I’ve been feeling so bad that I spend most of my time lying down or sleeping. I got the Wii Game Just Dance this week. It’s so much fun, but every time I try to do it, I end up having mini spins and spending hours just wanting the world to be still.
So today I sent Dr. Kaylie an email, and told him just how much this has been affecting my life.
I realized that I have not been taking my own advice. I have not been a good advocate for myself! That is going to stop.
If I don’t hear from Dr. Kaylie by tomorrow I will have Stuart call his office. (Yes, Stuart. Another way this is affecting me? I can’t really hear on the phone very well.) I’ve also decided I don’t feel comfortable driving. Feeling a bit drunk all the time, is not the way you should feel when you are driving.
I feel much more empowered now. Just speaking up, and telling my doctor that I’m disturbed by what is going on, made me feel like I was doing something productive.
**update** Dr. Kaylie emailed me back, and a copy was sent to Dr. Gray (Linda). He said, “It might be a good idea to get another myelogram. What do you think Linda?”
Another venting post. If you are tired of hearing me bitch, please just ignore this post and come back next time. : )
I think I’m dealing with things pretty well…considering. Stuart says that I just brush things off, that I’m not realizing how much has been coming down on me. Perhaps that’s why I haven’t been feeling well? I don’t really feel stressed…but I think it’s coming out in other ways. Deep Breath!!
As you all know I went through a scare with Stuart recently. I must admit this has gotten to me more than I want to acknowledge. I realized this yesterday when we were lying in bed, laughing about something, and I grabbed him and looked him in the eye and said, “DON’T YOU EVER SCARE ME LIKE YOU DID!” And yes, I was shaking him a little bit as I said it. What the???? And I keep dreaming about it. We will be together in my dream and I will look over and see him as he was when he walked in the door on that fateful day. Not a good dream.
Now I have something else on my mind. One of my best friends is going through marital troubles. She has twin girls who just turned 3. Her marriage has been strained for the past couple of years. Night before last he was arrested for physical abuse. I’m so worried about her. I’m happy that she is on her way to her mother’s, and will be away from the situation for a while. But I’m concerned. And I’m afraid she won’t talk with me about it. I knew things weren’t right between then, but she hasn’t talked to me about it really. She didn’t want to “bother” me with everything because of what I’ve been going through. That really bothered me. It really bothers me that my friends don’t think I could still be a friend because of my health problems. Am I not still the same person? Am I not still the person she has confided in for years? Or is she just using that as an excuse because she knows I never really liked her husband. Or because she was embarrassed?
But she isn’t the first friend who has told me that they didn’t want to “bother” or “burden” me with their problems because of everything I’ve been going through. That hurts, and I just don’t get it. For one thing, I’ve been a lot better since January. And even when I was more ill, it would have helped me so much if my friends still made me feel needed. I had to start this blog to start feeling needed again.
I shouldn’t say I don’t get it. I do. But people just don’t understand. I don’t need to be left alone to wallow in my illness. I need to feel needed! I need my friends. Instead I’m often avoided. Even now that I’m feeling better. I feel like some of my friendships have not survived. We are more like acquaintances now.
I’m still not feeling “normal”. I have “slosh head”. My hearing has been down for a month now. So I’ve been on constant alert that I may be having an attack at any moment for weeks…heck, this is beginning to feel like my normal. I am so tired so much of the time. What is wrong with me? I’m sleeping 10 – 12 hours a night, and often take a 2-4 hour nap during the day. So some days I’m only awake for about 8 hours. Oh, and the headaches. I’ve been having more and more headaches.
I wrote this post yesterday but for some reason I didn’t post it. I still want to let everyone know what was going on, but I also want to say that the tinnitus has calmed down to a tolerable level, and my hearing is almost back to normal. I’m feeling much better!!
But this was yesterday:
As we all know, I’ve been under a LOT of stress lately. I’m really trying to take care of myself, but I still feel pretty crummy.
Last Thursday, I woke up and the hearing in my left ear had significantly dropped. Now, it’s been over a week, and still my hearing is down. I can’t remember a time this has ever happened before. Normally, if my hearing drops I have an attack shortly afterward. My last attack came after 4 days of diminished hearing, and that was unusual.
After the scare with my hubby, I have been so very tired. I’ve been sleeping A LOT, and mainly just lying around. I keep feeling off-balance, but not spinning.
Last night the tinnitus significantly increased. And I really mean Significantly! My left ear is roaring so loud I can hardly concentrate on anything else. Sleep is almost impossible. (I did doze on and off all night.) It’s just so dang LOUD! My head hurts.
I just want to scream, “What the F*%&?”
I’ve been feeling like I’m on the verge of an attack for over a week. Hearing dropped, fullness increased, tinnitus increased, and disequilibrium is icky. Being on constant alert is so tiring, and painful. Yes, I said painful. I am in knots, all over my body. I am so tense I just can’t relax. Every night before I go to sleep I have to take a hot bath to try to help the pain.
On top of that, I can’t stop thinking about how close I came to losing my husband. I just don’t know what I would do. He is just so much of my life. My best friend, my lover, my care-giver, my provider…. Not only would I be losing the love of my life, I’d be losing my stability. I feel horrible for thinking about those things. It has been so hard for me to give up so much of my independence, and I finally came to terms that I can rely on him, and accept his help…but what if, in the blink of an eye, it was all taken away? Yes, we have life insurance. I would be provided for monetarily for some time, but money can’t give me what Stuart does. He accepts me, he loves me, he is always there when I need him, and I need him a lot.
I’m working on it. But that was a big scare, and it will take some time to deal with it properly. I just hope it did some good. I hope Stuart can find more in life to make him happy. He has a career he’s not that happy in, but we need the money. I would really like for us to be able to get in the position where he could afford to make much less money, and where I could contribute. Having a job you love is much more important than having money. Unfortunately, with the medical bills, and a mortgage, money is pretty important right now. We thought about down sizing, and simplifying our lives, but selling the house in this market…not really possible. But I want to have a plan. A plan to change things. I want for Stuart to find hobbies or volunteer work that he can find happiness in while he still has to work in a career he really doesn’t like. We can do this. I can help.
thanks for listening. I feel much better today. : )
Susanna, on a trip to see her son in England May, 2010.
Today my guest is Susanna, a lovely woman from Linköping in the southern part of Sweden. She is married and has three “almost grown up kids”. She was working in the school system, but last year she went on permanent sick leave from work.
Susanna has had Menières for about ten years, bilateral for three years.
She stresses that “with the support from my family and relatives life is pretty good today!”
Coping with my Menières by Susanna Ahlström
I had my first bad vertigo attack the summer of 2002. Before that I had tinnitus, fullness in my ear, and a few minor dizzy attacks. But this time I was really ill and the ENT doctor told me this was Menières. I was sent home with a diuretic and some pills for seasickness. And of course I was told to keep a low sodium diet. I felt better after a few months and started working again. But I never got rid of the tinnitus or the imbalance and the anxiety I felt was limiting my whole life. My boss saw how I felt and helped me to see a therapist. I meant to see her about 10 times – we had our sessions for two years.
After about 5 years I felt so much better and I started full time at work. My tinnitus didn’t bother meat all, I felt almost normal then I got a new chief at work. Let’s say this became a hard time at workand my Menière started bothering me again, now with several attacks a week. A period of trying different treatments started:
Betaserc, the Serc
I´ve taken the pills for many years now, increasing the dosage several times from 8 mg per day till today when I take 64 mg. This medication is meant to increase the blood flowing in the small vesselsin the inner ear. I’m not sure if it really helps, but I don’t dare to stop taking it.
Diuretic
I´ve been taking this for many years now on a low dosage. I can take an extra pill the days before myperiod begins when the body feels a bit swollen. And I keep on taking this medication, maybe it helps a bit.
SPC-flakes
I´ve been eating these oat flakes with my yoghurt every morning for many years. You take 1 gram of the flakes for every kilo you weigh, every day. The oatflakes have been processed in a special way, malted, and contains something called Anti Secretion Factor which helps the body’s fluid and secretion level to be stable. It´s rather expensive but my doctor prescribes it for me. My stomach has never been better!!
Tube
I had a tube put in through my eardrum in one ear while I was waiting for the Meniett. I was able to borrow the Meniett from the hospital to see if this was something for me. I felt less pressure in my ear while I had the tube, but this was about it.
Meniett
I tried the Meniette for one ear for some months. I had so much hope before I started but this was nothing for me.
Carbamide/Urea
White crystals in a small plastic bag make me think about other things than medication but this is something you take with some water as soon as possible when a vertigo attack is coming. It helps the fluid level in your ear (and of course in the entire body) to become lower. It tastes really bad and almost made me throw up and it didn´t prevent the attack from coming.
Cortisone
When I got Menières in the other ear I took cortisone (prednisolone) on a very high dosage for a few days. I will never take it again if I don’t have to. I got hyperactive, had a high pulse/heart beat, got a gastric catarrh so bad I fainted at work and ended up at the hospital. And this treatment didn’t help me at all.
Cortisone injections
A rather new treatment here in Sweden is cortisone injections through the eardrum and into the middle ear. If the tissue in the middle and inner ear is swollen the cortisone can help. The injections are given 5 days in a row and you have to lie still on your side for about an hour. Before the injection I had anesthesia ointment on the eardrum to make it numb. This treatment was just a little painful, a quick pain while the doctor injected the cortisone. I got it for both my ears with a few weeks passing between, and then we tried it once again on one ear. I cannot say it helped much though.
Gentamicin
This is a treatment I didn’t really want to try so when my doctor recommended it I wanted to wait and think about it. Then I became bilateral and gentamycin injection is no longer an option. Neither is surgery. I know they do the saccotomi shunt surgery sometimes but I’m told that many Patients who had the surgery are only helped for a short while. When I had my worst period of illness I believe the doctors could have done what surgery or treatment they wanted if I only got rid of the vertigo!
This seems to be my story. I’ve tried so many treatments without any success at all. For every new treatment I’ve tried my hope has diminished. But there are a few things I’ve tried which have made iteasier to cope with this illness:
Acupuncture
This has helped me to relax and even to take away the constant dizziness in my head. Not for long only half an hour or so, but a very good half hour.
Chiropractic and massage
The constant dizziness makes my neck and shoulders stiff, and the stiffness in this part of the body seems to increase the dizziness. A chiropractor has helped me to make my neck better. A goodmassage has also helped.
Therapy/counseling/medication
First I met a counselor at the hospital who works with patients from the ENT department. Later, I’ve seen a psychotherapist for two periods. When I got ill again four years ago it really made me depressed. Life was not worth living although suicide was not really an option. The therapy has helped me to deal with being chronically ill, not being able to work, the guilt I felt of being a lousy mother and wife. At the therapist I learned not to fight so hard against an illness you cannot win the battle with. Now I try to walk along and follow the illness. We haven’t “made friends” but Mr. Menière is not my enemy any more. He is more like the annoying neighbor you have to live beside. I´ve also started medication to increase the serotonin level, with medicine also called anti depressive pills, on a low dosage. It doesn’t make life a feast but it certainly makes it easier to deal with the hard issues in a better way than being over whelmed by the problems.
Life today is rather good. The illness has taken a lot from me but also given me something. New experiences, new friends, new hobbies and I certainly have had to get to know myself!
**Please note that I (Wendy) have added links the treatments that Susanna tried. The links will lead you to sites that I found giving definitions of the terms, or to studies about the treatment.
As always remember that different treatments work for different people. We are not doctors and we aren’t telling anyone what they should do. This series is to allow people with Meniere’s to see how others have dealt with this disease.
Deb from Faith Hope and Fighting Spirit is my Guest writer today. Like many of us she suffered with Meniere’s for several years before she was diagnosed. Deb is a teacher in Barrie, Ontario, Canada (1 hour north of Toronto).
This is the story of her trials with the treatments she has tried, and what is working for her.
The Meniett Device
Here is the readers digest story of my fight with Meniere’s. I have found the Meniett Device extremely helpful as a treatment, albeit, not a cure. I have tried various treatments over the years, but so far this treatment seems to work the best for me.
It is difficult to track exactly when Meniere’s first hit me but it was likely December 2001.
For 7 years I had attacks but I didn’t know what was wrong with me. Doctors thought they were vertigo migraines. It was not until 2008 that I was diagnosed with Meniere’s Disease and my Oto/ENT prescribed a low sodium diet and Serc. For over a year this helped but by the spring of 2010 I became very sick and began to miss work for weeks at a time. I am a teacher and in the fall of 2010 after a long hot summer I could not return to work. I couldn’t walk. I couldn’t even get dressed by myself or go to the washroom alone. I was desperate. I know I was depressed.
My Oto/ENT just kept giving me more and more Serc that wasn’t doing anything so I tried everything. At one point I was seeing my Oto/ENT, my family doctor, a chiropractor, a natural path, an acupuncturist, a massage therapist and an osteopath! I needed a secretary to keep me straight with my appointments.
I was then given the opportunity through my Oto/ENT to be fitted with a ventilation tube so I could try a Meniett device. I had read about the device and wanted to try it, even though I wasn’t sure my insurance would cover the $3500.00 cost! This was on September 20th, I was not well enough to go back to school so what a Godsend this Meniett was! Miracles happen daily and I have been fortunate enough to be part of one. God heals in all sorts of ways and with me He chose the Meniett!
After using the machine just 5 days I was well enough to run again! I had missed this desperately. Three weeks after that on October 12th I was able to return to school. I was so happy to see my students and to lead a “normal” life. I hope I remember this feeling always. Illness really can be a blessing, especially when you can be so thankful for the healing in the end.
Since then I have used the machine 3-4 times a day. Each session takes about 5-7 minutes and it is small enough that I just carry it to work with me and use it on my lunch. My original tube was blocked recently but my Oto/ENT replaced it with a larger one that should last me 18 months. The procedure for getting the tube inserted takes about 5-10 minutes and is not that painful. My doctor just used a local anesthetic that burned a bit when it was put on but that’s it.
The premise behind how it works is that the air puts pressure into the inner ear which then moves the excess endolymphatic fluid to the endolymphatic sac.
You can check out more information on the Meniett and how it is used at: http://www.meniett.com/
They will usually give you a 60 day trial period. If it doesn’t work for you, just send it back and they will not charge your credit card.
I am not entirely drug free. I still use meclizine periodically and I take Ativan at night if I am feeling extra stressed or I can feel the spins lurking in the back of my head. The really good news is that after a good fight with my insurance company it looks like they will finally pick up the cost!
I hope this helps. I wish all of you good health and strength to continue the good fight!
**Please note that I (Wendy) have added links the treatments that Deb tried. The links will lead you to sites that I found explaining the premise behind these treatments, or to definitions of the terms.
As always remember that different treatments work for different people. We are not doctors and we aren’t telling anyone what they should do. This series is to allow people with Meniere’s to see how others have dealt with this disease.
Angelea is a fellow Meniere’s Warrior and Blogger. Visit her blog at A Day In The Life With Meniere’s to keep up with her story.
Angelea lives in San Diego, California and is a wife, mother of three, and works as a nutrition support dietitian for a home infusion company.
This is her story:
When you are miserable and living in fear of leaving your home because of recurrent vertigo, you will try almost anything to feel better and get your life back. From the day I was first diagnosed with Meniere’s disease, this is how I have felt. Initially, I was confident I would respond to “conservative medical management.” The odds were in my favor if you believe the statistics that 80% of people with MM (Meniere’s) do, in fact, manage pretty well on diuretics and a low-sodium diet that includes little to no caffeine or alcohol. Even though salt, caffeine, and alcohol in the form of a glass of red wine with dinner were the cornerstones of my otherwise healthy diet, I was up for the challenge. Bring it on!
Unfortunately, despite a complete overhaul in my diet that resulted in an almost ten pound weight loss, vertigo episodes lasting 8 to 12 hours continued to plague me anywhere from two to four times weekly. During this time, my dedicated husband scoured the internet and came up with some alternative treatments for me to try.
The first alternative to my doctor’s first line of defense (diuretics and diet) was to try antivirals. There are a few published studies on relatively large populations of MM sufferers that suggest a strong correlation between the herpes class of viruses and MM and a significant improvement in symptoms with antivirals. My doctor was familiar with these studies, however he is not convinced of a link just yet. Regardless, antivirals being a relatively safe class of drugs, he was agreeable to prescribe a short course of Acyclovir. I started off following the American (Gacek, et al) study’s protocol of 800 mg 4 times a day for 3 weeks. By the end of the first week, my symptoms seemed to greatly improve. But the vertigo returned with a vengeance once I began tapering to 3 times a day. At that point, I asked to increase to 5 times a day consistent with the common dosage given for other herpes infections. Again I improved over the course of the next 2 weeks. But my prescription ran out and my doctor was not comfortable allowing me to continue on the high doses indefinitely. Honestly, I didn’t want to be dependent on taking pills for who knows how long and continue to live in fear every time I tried to taper to a maintenance dose. I just wanted this nightmare to end.
The next alternative treatment was a supplement regimen promoted by a guy on-line who calls himself John of Ohio. Apparently a retired biology teacher, he did some of his own research and claims to have gained control of his own MM symptoms by taking a plethora of dietary supplements. His logic was, well, logical so it seemed to be worth a try. It turned out not to be for me. First of all, I was popping pills all day. A couple had to be taken on an empty stomach, a couple more with food. Some were familiar vitamin supplements and others were obscure to the point that they could only be found from a small handful of on-line suppliers. Nonetheless, I stuck with it for a couple of months. Some followers claimed relief almost immediately, yet others didn’t notice results for months. It all sounded really good in theory; however, I have my reservations about the supplement industry, as well as the purity and long-term safety of their products. Time and again, private testing companies have proven that many supplements are contaminated with potentially dangerous ingredients and/or contain significantly more or less of the active ingredient than what is stated on the label. Then there are the studies that found that Beta Carotene supplementation, for example, promotes lung cancer cell growth and folate supplementation is linked to an increased incidence of colon cancer. Finally, if one is taking a bioactive agent in high enough doses to have a therapeutic effect on the inner ear where blood supply is low, imagine the potential effects, good or bad, on the tissues in the rest of the body.
The way I saw it at this point was that it was only my ear that had a problem, so why not localize my treatment approach?
But, at the encouragement of my husband after having had read some pretty convincing testimonials on-line, I had to exhaust one more alternative treatment: upper cervical chiropractic adjustments, aka NUCCA. The theory here goes that the nerves between your cervical vertebrae can become compressed and this can contribute to everything from MM to MS. Again, logically, it could be possible, especially since this is the segment of the spinal cord innervating one’s ears and eyes, among other things. Of course there were only two NUCCA chiros in my area and neither was covered by my insurance even though I have chiropractic coverage. So out came a boatload of money for a 3-month course of adjustments and, somewhat worrisome, x-rays. Yes, my posture improved a bit, I think, and it was completely painless to the point that it was hard to really believe this guy was doing anything at all except laying of hands on my neck. A nice enough (young) guy, but as I got to know him over the weeks I found him to be quite naïve and really just not very smart. I would say it was a relatively harmless thing to have tried except for the exposure to all the unnecessary radiation and the huge hit to our credit card. And I continued to have vertigo as bad as ever.
By this time, I was 7 months into this nightmare and I just wanted to wake up! Back to the doctor I went and it was decided the next best course to try was intratympanic dexamethasone injections. I got one in October with some improvement and another in November. I made it through December and January vertigo-free and finally feeling like a normal person again. Then the week before my son’s 9th birthday, wham! The nightmare returned. I went in for another series of dex injections, as well as a trial of another diuretic (hydrochlorothiazide to Neptazane and back to HCTZ). The dex failed miserably and I developed an allergic reaction to the new diuretic. At this point, my doctor suggested adding high doses of oral steroids to another intratympanic dex shot. Having worked with patients on oral steroids, I was all too familiar with the nasty side effects of these potentially dangerous drugs. Plus, I was devastated to have experienced such a wonderful period of remission followed by complete failure and misery. I was done. I wanted off this rollercoaster. I wanted to move on to something that had the hope of offering permanent, or at least long-term, relief.
I had been reading about intratympanic gentamicin treatments for months by now and this treatment strategy seemed to offer the best of both worlds: it was noninvasive and potentially permanent. I had no fear. My life was severely limited by now and I had nothing to lose. So on March 25th, 2010, I had my first gentamicin injection. It was a nonevent, painless as the dex had been. I went home and waited. I had a couple more vertigo attacks, but about 10 days later I began feeling the telltale signs that something was happening. My balance was very poor and I felt really weird, but the vertigo and nausea were gone! I would say it took about 3 months to regain a pretty decent sense of balance and another month or two for my hearing to improve a bit to a new baseline. I still felt the episodic pressure in my ear, as well as fluctuating tinnitus just as I had before with my vertigo attacks, but I could function and life went on. I continued to work, run the kids around town, and no longer lived in fear.
My doctor was surprised I had responded after just one gent shot. He gives a lot of them and said the average number of shots patients needed before they got relief was 2.something. I had read, and he concurred, that the vertigo could return, usually within the first year. And sure enough, it did. I got 8 beautiful months of relief and then my world turned upside down once again in November, 2010. While it was disappointing, I was not defeated. I knew what worked and went back to the doctor for another shot two days later. Then I waited and waited and waited. Six weeks later, I was again confined to my house and suffering long episodes of vertigo several times weekly. This had to be one of my lowest points. The what-ifs reared their ugly heads and I had to seriously consider surgery. I got a second opinion at the House Ear Clinic, even though my own doctor is a world-renowned specialist in treating MM. They had nothing particularly new or better to offer me.
At my follow-up appointment with my regular neurotologist on December 30th, I was prepared to sign on the dotted line to have surgery: either endolymphatic shunt surgery or the more invasive, but more promising, vestibular nerve section (VNS). But my doctor was agreeable to try one more gent shot, even though my hearing had diminished quite a bit over time. The risk of too much gent being deafness. But this, to me, was preferable to the possibility of a failed sac surgery or to anyone poking around behind the protective barrier of my skull.
This time I waited 3 long weeks and then, success! I have been vertigo-free since the 3rd week of January. I still feel off-balance and have lots of little mini-spins lasting a second or two several, several times a day. I still want to complain many days, but I can’t. I am vertigo-free! Hallelujah!
I don’t know what the future holds, but I am just grateful for today.