The medication I’m on makes me very loopy at times.
VERY LOOPY. Not just drunk…we are talking drunk, eating pot brownies and possibly doing ludes. (yes i was a wild child and was not a stable bipolar chick…I did not do drugs often, but when I did I was not responsible.)
It is not the same when you choose to do these things and it happens, and when it happens out of the blue.
I have found myself acting very much unlike myself, and saying things in ways I would not say them.
PLEASE DO NOT TAKE OFFENSE!!
I sometimes do not know where I am. I woke from a nap yesterday and thought I was drowning because in my dream I was at the beach swimming, then all of a sudden I was tangled in my covers, which I assumed was seaweed. Then i noticed things had changed. Stuart came in and thought I was having vertigo, when I have vertigo I get very hot, he went to take my covers off and I jerked them back…how dare he! I didn’t know him! It only lasted a moment, then I realized he was familiar, but I was still scared….then I realized who he was I then it really got me scared that I didn’t know who he was.
But back to how I’ve been talking to people.
I ramble….yes me…but even more than usual…and I laugh a lot. and am very sarcastic.
Oh….I wish I just wouldn’t comment….but I don’t think about it until afterward…at least not coherently.
So….I’m getting used to the meds, but we aren’t there yet.
Thank you for your understanding.