Please note, this post is just random thoughts I’m having and want to get out of my head for a bit.
I’ve had a lot of time to think recently. I haven’t been able to type a lot because I hurt my shoulder. I fell, again. This time I was going to the bathroom in the middle of the night. I was not balancing very well, but that’s normal. I started to fall right at the toilet and fell into the wall. My shoulder took most of the weight. So I’ve tried to just do less with it, but it got worse. So I had to do much, much less. Now it seems to be getting better.
So if I haven’t been commenting on your blogs, it doesn’t mean I haven’t been reading, I just haven’t been typing much. I read them in my email on my phone, it’s hard to comment on my phone, and that would hurt my arm just as much, I think. So in the wee hours of the morning when I’m up coughing, I’m probably reading your blog, and thinking of You.
Stuart has started school. I’m proud of him. I’m also scared and stressed out. I don’t want to live poor again. Not that we are rich by any means, but I used to live paycheck to paycheck and often ran out of money. I remember many times living on peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for weeks to get by, I’d also accept dates from guys I knew I didn’t want to date just so I would get a good meal. Stuart has never wanted for anything really. So I’m much more stressed about it than he is. In my heart I know things will work out. But, in my gut, I’m nervous.
I will be going to Duke’s Asthma, Allergy, and Airway clinic on Friday. Please everyone think about me and send good thoughts that they will be able to stop this dang cough. I’ve been coughing every day since mid October…yes that’s last year!
On September 3rd, my hubby and I will be celebrating our 9th anniversary. We can’t really do anything but we’ll be celebrating that we’ve been through so much in our 9 years of marriage and are still madly in love.
The second week of September I go in for Pre-Op for my second cochlear implant surgery.
The surgery is on September 25th. I don’t know why, but I’m more nervous this time than I was the last time. Before I was more excited, now, I’m a bit scared. I shouldn’t have, but I expected a lot from the first CI, so this time I’m not expecting anything. Which is silly, that’s what I have now. No hearing in that ear. Things have to be better when I can hear out of two ears.
Well, I have much more on my mind but I don’t have the energy to write more right now. And you are probably tired of reading my tirade.
What’s on your mind today?