It’s been so long since I posted I’m sure you all thought I was gone for good. Unfortunately this has to be a very short post.
Presently I’m in a lot of pain all the time. I still have that intractable migraine I’ve had since late April, luckily it varies in intensity, often having much lower pain days. However, there are days it is absolutely excruciating. That isn’t the worst thing I’m having to deal with right now, I’m also having very severe nerve pain across my shoulder, down my arms and the worst is my hands. It’s better when I’m lying flat with my arms at my sides, but I can’t do that all the time. I’m getting a CT scan soon to see if the nerves are impinged in my neck, if so the pain doctor will give me an epidural to help. It hurts so much I have to stop posting this every few seconds just so I can tolerate it a little.
On top of it all I’ve had a severe rash for over a month. The doctors aren’t sure what it is. It is incredibly itchy, it is torture. My allergist thinks it’s the rash you get when you are Celiac and got gluten, dermatitis herpaformis. I had a biopsy last Thursday to hopefully get an answers.
I think I’m a pretty strong person. After all I’ve been dealing with Meniere’s for MANY years, and I broke my neck in 1992. I’m not a stranger to healty adversities. But I have to admit, this is really getting to me. It’s just so much on top of another. It hasn’t just been a straw that broke this camel’s back, I was hit bye an anvil! I’m so grateful my antidepressant (esketamine) has been working, or I’d be worse than I am now, and right now I feel like blowing my head off.
Now I have to close, I simply can’t type any longer, but I have so much more to say. Hopefully I can post again soon.
Take care of what you need to take care of. Sending huge and gentle hugs and lots of prayers for your healing. Lots of love packed in there, too.
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Thank you my dear friend.
I finally received your card today!!
It is beautiful!! Did you guys make it?
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Jodi made it. Thank you xo
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Please tell her how much I love it!!
Miss you all!❤️❤️❤️
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Miss you all too!
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So sorry Wendy. I will pray for you. Stay strong sweetheart. Bless you ❤️❤️❤️
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Thank you so much. I’m trying. I’m so grateful I have a good support system now, I can perhaps borrow some strength. ❤️❤️
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You can take some from me if you like, though mine wavers at times. I hope things ease for you. It must be awful ❤️❤️❤️
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I’m so sorry, love! What i wouldn’t give to take your pain away. I’ve been thinking about you. Sending you love, hope, gentle hugs, and lots of positive energy!!
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Thank you love. I know you would.
I’ll be okay. I know everything changes, so certainly things will change for the better. I’m just a bit impatient. 😉♥️
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Ah Wendy, I’m so sorry, wish there were something I could do to help you. Sending hugs
Louise
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Dear Wendy,
I was thinking that I hadn’t seen a post from you in a while.
I’m sorry you have to deal with all this pain and I’m sending you some strength from Madrid.
Hoping your days will soon start to brighten,
Carly x
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It’s amazing! Keep it up!
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